I'm Literally Not Understood

I dont know what the hell is going in my mind right now. It's like I've lost my grip on myself.. Literally, Aghast is eating up my nerves so I guess I should take a sniff and write something here..

(Breathe in, and out..)
You know what, I feel so dumb at the moment,, I dont know but I'm really disturbed of the decisions I just made.. I cant help but pity my fellow friend to think he has sacrificed himself for the pitfall he just chose.. DAmn.. I'm not against to what the group have just told me, they are making the "Ideal group". Yeah right.. The group was so ideal that when some of us just left it, the idealism suddenly is made into a farce.. I really hate it.. I think it was simply because of the pity I feel for the group that no one in the class wants to be part with. I'm not saying that I'm sacrificing the barkada for "that" group of people<> . Naturalmente, they should be the ones to blend and not us.(which they dont want to.. Fine..) Im just concerned of the fact that whichever way it may go, whether we succeeded on the 2 ideal groups or not, the other groups would be objecting on it.. Why not? the other groups definitely hate them..

Teka nga.. Im so stupid about how things went.. They are the ones who wants to be alone at the first place, they are the people who made themselves into that trouble.. they are the people who will be getting the not so good sem right? Hai nako.. I think I should stop thinking about this and just continue voting for Chris.. hahahaha...
The halloween week was too tiring I dont know if I should still write about it.. hahaha..

( Aghast and pitfalls for lunch... Wanna have some..)

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