Terriffied

You by the light is the greatest find 
In a world full wrong you’re the thing that’s right 
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side 

You said it again, my heart’s in motion 
Every word feels like a shooting star 
I’m at the edge of my emotions 

Watching the shadows burning in the dark 
And I’m in love and I’m terrified 
For the first time in the last time in my only life 

This could be good, it’s already better than last 
And love is worse than knowing you’re holding back 
I could be all that you needed if you let me try 

You said it again my hearts in motion 
Every word feels like a shooting start 
I’m at the edge of my emotions 

Watching the shadows burning in the dark 
And I’m in love and I’m terrified 
For the first time in the last time in my only 

I only said it ’cause I mean it, I only mean ’cause it’s true 
So don’t you doubt what I’ve been dreaming 
‘Cause it fills me up and holds me close whenever I’m without you 

You said it again my hearts in motion 
Every word feels like a shooting star 

Watching the shadows burning in the dark 
And I’m in love and I’m terrified 
For the first time in the last time in my only life








My gosh,, this struck me like the way i heard Kuyang "I.E" sung I could not ask for more.....
I dunno why.. kakakilig masyado....




Hey, here's a cute thing that happened last 8-20-10...


I saw a pack of people heading toward us,(employees..) we just came off from our shuttle service..


Then I saw a guy staring at me... (fine. he's cute.. kaya naalala ko..)


As usual, deadma... I dont know him at all and i  just learned a little while na sila  yung  gagawa ng inventory,,,


Then lunch came...


Wala akong packed lunch so I decided to buy something from the cafeteria..
But goodness, there's nothing left on the shelve edible enough.. ( I was exaggerating.. there's veggies  of course.)


Pinauna  ko muna yung iba sa  pila,,, then I felt a pair of eyes is staring at me again!!!!!


 Yep.. it's him again...This was the song playing o the radio that time and I was.. kinda kinikig...
(Para akong nasa commercial ng Close up.. parang ganun...)
At first , I didn't mind him at all.... then when Im paying the food, jusko, katabi ko na pala....




Then He handed me down some  tissues... kinuha  ko naman and left.., then I felt his eyes following me...




I admit it.. feeling Highschool girl ako nun.. hahahahahaha.. cant believe that someone  just locked his eyes on me... hahaha...


-TIURINE17




Blogger friends, watcha say????

Hahhhm... sah...

Om Naya Shivaya.....


VAFFACULO!!!!!


CAFONE!!!!



Those were a few words I learned from my newest read  EAT, PRAY, LOVE...
The first book ever to last for 2 weeks on my desktop but still, I'm not yet halfway through......

Finally learned to read something but not hurrying at all.....

Middle Child Syndrome: A Good Daughter's burden

"The middle or second born child or children often have the sense of not belonging. They fight to receive attention from parents and others because they feel many times they are being ignored or dubbed off as being the same as another sibling. Being in the middle a child can feel insecure. The middle child often lacks drive and looks for direction from the first born child. Sometimes a middle child feels out of place because they are not over achievers and like to go with the flow of things. Being a middle child would mean they are loners. Not liking to take the limelight for anything, they are not over achievers and just simply work enough work to get by, and typically that goes with school as well as a career. They are however very artistic and creative. If forced to use abilities they will work well, but do not work well under pressure. They often start several projects but rarely keep focused long enough to finish a project. The best career move for a middle child would be along the lines of using their creative. Going into a writing or journalism career, and into a career that they could freely express themselves would be good. Anything that would have hours that are flexible, and projects that frequently changed would be good for a middle born child. Since relationships are not of high importance to a middle child, often times they are alone. However, the best possible match for a middle child would be a last born. "

I cant say that anything mentioned above implies to my being but I can defenitely relate to A feeling of a burdened middle child...

First of all, as a middle child, I experienced lesser attention from my relatives. I received more criticisms than my sisters and I had more sacrifices than my other siblings.. I should be bitter on how my life had become like this, but on the second thought, why should I???
I received lesser attention for me to discover myself earlier than my ate and much more mature than how ate thinks.. I learned how to cook at the age of 8, because I already felt the call of responsibility whenever there are no older pepople around. I took the responsibility of enrolling my siblings to whatever school we attended becuse I know that my mom cant do it because of her tight scheduled job. I was known as the family's top suplada kid, with a very maldita attitude because I never sought help from my bigger cousins, but they never knew how I was able to turn myself into a independent kid, someone that can stand alone, someone that can make decisions for herself.



I had more sacrifices than my other siblings ... I stopped going to private schools for the benefit of my ate and bunso. I also resorted myself on going to state universities when I choose my college career. (I was the first college grad in our family... naunahan ko pa si ate..) Every summer and Christmas breaks for 4 years of my college life, I spent my vacation on our canteen because I'm the only one who knows how to cook besides my mom and we need to save money for my ate and bunso's tuition.. At the age of 20, I'm still NBSB...(ayun, naunahan pa ko ni ate dyan...)

So, should I be bitter on what's happening in my life??? That's my biggest question until now... Because i'm starting to feel tired of being a good kid...But I had second thoughts pa din...

sabi ni nanay.. " Hindi alam ng mga nanay na masyadong well-attended sa mga anak, hindi na natuto ang mga anak nila na tumayo sa sarili nilang paa"

Sabi ni auntie.." Hindi ang anak na hindi pinagagalitan ang mas mahal ng ina kung hindi ang anak na mas madalas na nasasampal"

There's also a saying that we should love ourselves first... so can I just drop down the good kid in me for a while so that I can enjoy life????



I need to be enlightened.. I need help...

:'(

Wanted: Best friend

10. I dont care if your'e male or female... Di naman sa gender nasusukat ang pagiging mabuting kaibigan ng isang tao....


9. Di kailangang magkasukatan ng pagkakaibigan ng dahil sa pera.. so I wont mind what your status quo is..


8. I need a genuine person who can spank me when I'm insane and who can pat my back when I needed some encouragement..

7. You dont have to be always around my side.... may kanya-kanya tayong buhay to mind ourselves... I just need to feel your presence ..


6. I am a good confidante, so I need a good one too...

5. You dont have to be super intelligent... I just need someone who can understand me kahit di ako masyadong magsalita..

4.Sana matagal na kitang kilala.. its an advantage di ba???

3. Sana kaya mong tagalan ang moodswings ko... because some cant bear it...

2. Show me your real self first.. because what ever you see from me, is the real me.... and lastly...


1. I hope you will stay.. kasi mahirap maghanap ng best...


* I got a lot of true friends right now... Im very blessed still.........

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Alin KA jan???

Mr. Gwapings

mayaman, gwapo, kilala at higit sa lahat may wheels. mataas ang confidence nya na di sya mababasted kaya pag nabasted maaapektuhan ng husto ang kanyang EGO. at take note, malas mo kung may sour grape attitude pa yan. pwede nyang sabihin “sus kala mo kung sinong maganda eh pinagtyatyagaan ko lang naman sya. pweh!”

Mr. Quickie

ang type ng manliligaw na kada magkikita kayo e wala nang alam sabihin kundi “kelan mo ba ko sasagutin?” o kaya “i love you na, ako ba hindi mo pa love?” kahit na isang linggo pa lang naman syang pumoporma. kung baga dinadaan nya sa pangungulit para mabilis ang pagsagot mo.

Mr. Everything

linya nya ang “sagutin mo lang ako, ibibigay ko sayo lahat, lahat ng magugustuhan mo. kahit pa ang buwan o kaya mundo.” gaga ka pag nagpauto ka. dahil pag sinagot mo na yan, makakalimutan na nya ang linyang yan!

Mr. Stalker

eto yung type ng manliligaw na pag nagkahiwalay kayo e sisimulan ka sa tanong na “kumain ka na ba?” pagkasagot mo susundan pa nya ulit ng tanong “nasan ka ngayon?” “sinong kasama mo?” “anong ginagawa mo?” at kung anu-ano pa. basta tungkol sa daily activities mo kailangan malaman nya, pero ang nakakatakot na parte dyan eh yung kahit hindi mo sagutin ang mga tanong nya na iyon ay nalalaman pa din nya, mukhang may matinding “source” ang gago na pinagkukunan ng impormasyon tungkol sa’yo kaya nasusundan ka na nya kahit saan ka magpunta, kadalasan humahantong ang tagpong ito sa rape dahil hindi na nya talaga mapigilan ang nararamdaman nyang nag-aalab!! kaya mag-ingat ka sa mga pinagkakatiwalaan, baka kasi ilaglag ka ng mga kakilala mo di’ba? at mabigyan nila ng impormasyon tungkol sa’yo ang damuhong lalake na yon, di mo na kasi masasabi sa panahon ngayon kung sino talaga ang kakampi mo, ANG DAMING PLASTIK SA PANAHONG ITO!!

Sino nga ba ang mga taong posible mong pagbintangan?? pwedeng kapit-bahay mo, kaibigan mo, mga AMIGA at kalaro ng nanay mo sa mahjong, ka-tong-itsan mo, tindero ng mais sa tapat ng bahay nyo, mailman na palaging nagbibigay ng mga sulat galing sa “stalker” mo pero lingid sa kaalaman mo s’ya na pala si mr. Stalker, tindero ng balot (pero sya na pala yon! haha!), ahente ng meralco na madalas maningil kahit nakapagbayad ka na, yung palaging sumisigaw sa tapat ng bahay nyo tuwing umaga at hapon nang “NAGAWA NG PAYONG… NAGAWA NG PAYONG..” ABA MAS MATAKOT KA KUNG ANG SINISIGAW NYA… “NAGAWA NG BATA… NAGAWA NG BATA!!”, minsan mga close friends mo pa, at maging ang mga magulang mo kung boto sila sa damuhong lalake na yan at kahit i-istalk ka pa ng WALANGYA eh ayos lang sa kanila Malay nila at Pake ba nila “MA at PA” nga talaga sila, well “LITERALLY” haha! at wala silang kibo basta may pasalubong lagi para sa kanila na hopiang munggo ATBP., pwede ring mga tambay, ka-chat, ka-text, ka-bluetoothan, kamag-anak, pinsan, pamangkin, kinakapatid, inaanak, kumare, kumpare, ninong, ninang, bayaw, biyenan, bilas, tiyuhin, tiyahin, lolo, lola, lelong, lelang, apo, apo sa tuhod, apo sa talampakan, apo sa alak-alakan, ate, kuya, yaya, maid, cook, tubero pls. call 843-82-31.

Mr. Take it or Leave it

pag binasted mo ang ganitong type ng manliligaw, asahan mo bukas may nililigawan na sya ulit. at eto pa, hinding hindi ka nya papansinin. period.

Mr. Salesman

dadaanin ka sa matatamis na salita. parang si Mr. Everything din kaya lang mas
matindi sya mang-uto. KUNG BINEBENTAHAN KA NG BAHAY AT LUPA NYAN MALAMANG BUMILI KA NG LIMA “KAHIT BA NASA PASO PA EH” DAHIL SA GALING NYA SA “SALESTALK” puro bola nga ang gagawin ng tarantadong yan sa’yo.. yun bang tipong “ang ganda ganda talaga ng mga mata mo..” KAHIT DULENG KA NAMAN!! o kaya “ang lambot ng mga kamay mo, anong lotion ang gamit mo?” kahit yung kamay mo parang paa!! TAPOS BEBENTAHAN KA LANG PALA TALAGA NG LOTION ANO?? BWISET!! Eto ang grabe.. “KUNG MASAMA ANG MAHALIN KA.. MAGPAPAKASAMA AKO!!” HAHAHAHA!!! at iba pang pang-uuto mapasagot ka lang ng OO. HAHA!!!

Mr. Good Dog

eto ang nakakatuwang manliligaw. kase payag syang magpaalipin. taga-bitbit ng bag mo o kahit ng mga kaibigan mo. kahit magmuka syang buntot sa tuwing may gala kayo ng mga barkada mo. nagpapakitang gilas kung baga. pero pag sinagot mo na, for sure gaganti yan!! hala ka!!

Mr. Anonymous

motto nya ang “action speaks louder than words”. wala kang kaalam-alam na nanliligaw na pala. kaya pala ang bait-bait sayo. e akala mo mabait lang talaga. haha

Mr. Second Chance

sya ang pinakamasugid mong manliligaw. kahit 100 times mong sabihing ayaw mo sa kanya at wala na syang pag-asa ang sasabihin nya pa rin ay “please give me a second chance”

Mr. Romantiko

jologs ang mga paraan nya sa panliligaw. manghaharana, pakikisamahan mga barkada mo, liligawan parents mo at kahit magmukha ng TINDAHAN NG BULAKLAK ANG BAHAY NYO AT MAGKA-DIABETES KA NA ay lagi pa din s’ya may dalang flowers and chocolates tuwing dadalaw sa’yo. pero madalas nakakapagpakilig s’ya ng nililigawan nya dahil sa kanyang ‘malinis na hangarin’ aww… siguraduhin mo lang!!! =)

Thanks to this site http://pak-shet.blogspot.com.... basahin nyo pa sana ang posts nya... nakakatuwa!!!

KEsong Puti....

i just saw this on the net.. WAhahaha.... I found it cute.. hehehe...

• Sana yelo na lang ako… na natutunaw sa bawat pagtitig mo.
• Sana telepono na lang ako… para balang araw, ako’y may pag-asa na sagutin mo.
• Para ka namang linta… ang lakas kasi ng kapit mo sa isipan ko.
• Hindi ka ba nilalanggam… ang sweet-sweet mo kasi.
• Halika na, sumama ka sa akin… do not leave your valuables unattended daw eh.
• Anong klaseng blade ka… ang sakit naman ng sugat na iniwan mo sa puso ko.
• Napakagaling mong band-aid… dahil nagamot mo ang nagdurugo kong puso.
• Saktan, Itali at parusahan mo ako… dahil alipin ako ng pagmamahal mo.
• Huwag mo akong MURA-hin… MAHAL-in mo ako.
• Ibang klase kang cholesterol… dahil pinapataba mo ang aking puso sa pagmamahal mo.
• Ang pagmamahal ko’y parang security guard… hindi humihinto at hindi natutulog.
• Parang tayong mga piraso ng jigsaw puzzle… dahil akma tayo sa isa’t isa.
• Kailanman, hindi ako naging magnanakaw… dahil ikaw pa rin ang nagmamay-ari ng aking puso.
• Hindi man ako magaling na iskultor… pero nakaukit ka pa rin sa puso ko.
• A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T V W X Y Z… oops, i miss U!
• Anung klaseng muscle pain ka ba… dahil hindi na maialis ang pagtitig ko sa iyo.
• Para sa iyo, ako si ROSA ROSAL… dahil kahit anung oras, handa kitang DAMAYAN.
• Tinanung nila kung saan ka nakatira… ang sabi ko, ang puso ko ang bahay mo.
• Gaano man nakakatakot ang mga multo…mas nakakatakot pa rin kapag nawala ka sa buhay ko.

My Bipolar Country

Yes, it’s the same country you live in. Now if you think you’ve come into the wrong blog site, well, I guess you’re right.. Suddenly, my body temperature shoot up to 40 degrees Celsius after realizing that I am actually writing about a national issue, because as you may see, I often write about friends and everything. I just hope this post wont crash my blogging capabilities.. haha.. Here it goes.. Count more weeks and our beloved country will be having our brand new Public Servants; new sets of possible changes, new sets of Graft practitioners or renewal of contracts of old traditional politicians. The hell, surely it will become much more difficult for the coming “Servants “to revive this ailing country. There were also threats of failure of elections, no elections and anything scary that comes to a politicians mind. ( di pa counted dyan yung mga namamatay na mga election inspectors, mga bantay sa balota.. ay.. Automated na nga pala tayo.. Still got worries kasi hindi na kayo makakapangdaya??!!)What can you get from a country like ours na 333 years na nasakop ng mga first world countries na tumatamasa sa Copy+paste na Constitution, Copy+ Paste na Culture, Copy+ Paste na Form of government??As you may have noticed, our country is suffering from a difficult level of Bipolar syndrome. Having both sides of the world to influence this country after drastic years ng captivity, what else can the future generation expect?? Let’s see..

• Una sa lahat, after years of being under the Spanish regimen, we had their big dose of culture and the major part of it is Christianity.. Wow, that was the best part.. We also had their dose on Conservativeness. Then the English men came, we had our dose of Liberalism. Now let’s put Conservativeness and Liberalism together, what do we get?? A line of porn magazines, porn cartoons, porn videos with the head banging statements of the Church men condemning every piece of porn. Andami nating sexy stars sa showbiz... Ang daming nagpo-pose sa mga magazines.. Namigay na ng condom ang DOH, nagalit si CBCP… Hindi na Gapo ang sex den, dahil bawat part ng Pinas may sex den...
  
• Next is our education system.. Even before the Spaniards came to this country, we already have teachers... Although they never thought our natives Logic, Arts, Sciences... Etc... Ngayon, they wanted to add sex education to the educational curricula of our dear elementary students. I don’t have anything against that. Una sa lahat, the kids should have the knowledge how they were brought up into this world. Well basically, the knowledge of adolescence were only the topics to be brought up in the system, why stop such a wonderful lesson to them? I have to say that in our grade four years, we were visited by a group of people from a napkin company.. They gave us a seminar about menarche, menstruation, and also a slight lesson about pregnancy. Wala namang tumawa after the seminar. LAhat nakinig ng mabuti.Siguro that was during our time. (YEAR 2000 yun.. still the Y2k decade..) Kaya ngayon, DOH don’t know how to continue on this project. It’s either they listen to what the church says or they focus on their aim to educate our youth (kasali pa ko jan? hehe) Two extremes that can result to either the best or the worst results for our education system…
• Next is our Political System.. It was copied from the US government.. Obviously diba?? PEro we just had the worst things copied in our system.. hahahaha.. We have our 11 major political parties to choose from… and America only have two major ones (Republican and Democratic)… see the difference?? They have the so-called “Electoral College “that helps the people of United States to identify the “Only” president capable to run their country… Dito kasi sa atin, ang election for the position of te highes position in trhe government is parang sa Facebook lang... parang isang click lang, pasok ka agad as a candidate.. masyadong weak ang qualifications.. Of course, COMELEC is trying to take away all nuisance candidates that can literally cause nausea to our people.. But I think the number 0f our candidates in the elections today is really overwhelming.. Imagine.. 9 candidates ang presidentiables... 2 ang nagke-claim that they are the Opposition.. Samantalang ang nagke-claim na isang opposition, ay isang underdog ng administration... PAulit-ulit na lang lahat.. nakakasawa na ang nanalo ay ang the same faces we used to hate everytime na may election.. Ang gulo diba?? Tell me how to love this system… Hey Philippines.. di pa ba kayo nagsasawa???!!

(I’ve actually got tons of things to complain in this country… it’s just too long for my blog-layout kaya di ko na muna pahahabain…. The next entry will cover the other issues.. hahaha..)
===TIURINE17=====